What I'm Feelin Dis Moment

Hurmm..well its my last day of blogging for this week..after this i' gonna be quite buzy..well what i'm trying to say tonight is that..how i really feels about my LIFE now..can't seem able to get them rite..everything is so messed up..keep fallin down..keep destroying and messed up thing..stop before even finishing what i started...hate everyone at some point..LOL..what happens actually..lalala~ .i know i make many mistakes..i just feel like I wanna SCREAM n Let go..but that's not going to be it..i don't really care now..because now..i think i wanna do something for someone..and hope it going to be great and it might gonna change my LIfe..Oh yea..i came across this Simple Plan songs while I wonder throughout the nights during this week..n I also manage to learn a few songs during this two week with my gitar..really wish I had an Ukelele and an electric guitar...yup its in my DeathList..wohaa..well there is one song by Greyson Chance ' Broken Hearts' which i really fond of..and i mean a lot...well besides that..i think that these two songs by Simple Plan explains a lot how i feel tonite..oh yeah its old skewl and oh yeah i really feels so Damn.. Just wish i met that person.. :'(

Welcome To MY Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud 

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

No one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Perfect

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and 

We can't go back

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it 

I just want to make you proud 

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and 

We can't go back

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and 

We can't go back

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all 

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and 

We can't go back

I'm sorry 

I can't be perfect 

I am all about you..