It's been almost 7 years since I started blogging again. How
childish it was for me to write those stuff before but I know that every single
thing that I wrote was a lesson for me.
The only reason
I'm writing again is because I think that I have to write something about this
piled up feelings in my heart and what better way of doing it then
writing.
Lato, it means
summer in Polish. The very reason why I'm writing again. All the hints keep
showing me about summer and for me summer means love. A girl like summer, so
sweet yet strong, so cheerful and kind, the kind of summer that I'm looking
for.
I met summer quite
early this year I guess, metaphorically speaking. She's one of a kind, someone
who is strong but gentle deep inside. If I were to describe her, she would be a
box full with endless surprises and you wouldn't know what you're going to get
next. I love the fact that she have quite a charming smile and that's the one
thing that I couldn't resist about her.
We talk quite a
lot about stuff. A lot of different topics and some are very interesting that I
didn't know I would be interested to know more about. I am very crazy about
work right now because I only have 3 more years to go before I can cross out
the things that I want to do before I die. Yes, I got that list. I guess I
should speed things up on this matter.
I thought at first
she was some average girls until I really went to see her. Who had known that
I'm going to fall for her that day. Like really falling for her. This is
something that I wrote after I met her that day.
" The first time I saw you, everything in my head when quiet
and honestly, I have a very loud and busy mind. I never mention this to you
because I don't want to scare you away. Honestly, I didn't think about
anything else that time but only you.
From the way you look, the way you smile and the way you laugh,
it just mesmerized me. I knew you were the one that time, but I'm
scared getting ahead of myself. Who am I? I'm no one and you barely even know
me that time but I knew that you're the girl that I have been waiting to
meet since forever. I think I have just completed my whole life just by
meeting you. All your imperfection looks perfect to me. Your insecurity about
the small stuff is so adorable that I can't help but smiles. "
Well, I guess things just don't go that smoothly in life and for
me especially when it comes to love. I have been in worse situation, but this is seriously something
that never even crossed my mind. She might think that I'm going to give up on her
sooner or later. But if I got that 1% chance of having her by my side, you
won't see me giving up yet. I think I wouldn't meet anyone like you anymore
after this. Because you are my summer now.
10 Roses for the reasons why I love you - 11 March 2017
26 Tulips for the day that I met you - 26 Feb 2017
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