xtauk lah ktk org perasan x...tapi raya tahun tuk memang special giler...wanna know why?..ahahha..ktk akan MERDEKA SAMBIL BERAYAAAA...oh yea...bukan selalu kita dapat camtok..ahahha...wow memang x sangka kan..btw...raya tahun tuk memang special sikit tapi sedih at the same time..second time raya xda atuk...huhuhu...tambah lagi..saya ini masaih mengusahakan ladang anggur..weiiit kenak kitak orang xmok ambik ku kja weii..apa2..xpuas ati sama gua ka..haha..xda lah..belum ada rezeki sebenarnya..sabar lah owww...tahun tuk abang ku no. 1 x beraya dengan femili...nya raya kat semenanjung nun merentasi lautan jauh di sana...testin raya dengan bakal bininya..aha..ngek..nya keja kat KL nun..so xpat lah balik....adoi...kurang duit raya ku..haha...tapi part yang ku madah special tek ialah ku terjumpa dan terkenal dengan someone that is realy2 special..Hazwani Binti Suhaimi...bla denga nama tuk..teringat ku dengan classmate ku kat poli dolok... Husnisah Binti Hazwani..hahah..dasat lerrr..Hazwani mmg nama yang kacak dan penuh dengan meaning..nama aku? adoi ku masih cari gik maksudnya....back to the story..Hazwani tuk maksudnya 'pemberianku'..wow..dalam bunyi ya.. tafsiran atau maksud tersirat untuk namanya..ku tulis lain kali k..btw..tahun tuk ku kenalnya..time aku depressed tahap gila..dimana aku telah dihentikan kegilaan ku di dalam fb dan dunia ini setelah berkenalan dengannya..aku pun sik paham kenak jadi macamya..pande padah ku suka nya first time ku berkenalan dengannya..mestilah nya freak out..tetiba jak miak tuk madah suka..adoi2...mistake ku time ya..hahah..tapi makin ku kenalnya day by day..makin byk ku tauk pasalnya..tauk x perbezaan antara hate and love ya cuma lah seutas benang jak bezanya..tapi..pendek cerita..i'm happy when i get to know her...suddenly lost interest in smoking already..say wat??? haha yup2..its the truth..aigoo...wat hapen to me already...she said she was afraid that she might break my heart if she loves somebody else..well if dat truly happens..i am certainly gonna be so heart broken..but i am still gonna be happy for her...maybe she just not meant for me rite? hope i get a job and get to meet her this year..oh yea:)
Truthfully, i don't know how long have it been since i started writing again. This is my first post for the year 2014 which is already going to be over soon. I have always been the most clueless and confused when i fall in love with someone. This have happened over and over again. I don't think i will be able to handle the rejection, the breakup and the fight anymore. I have gone through more than enough. Family, friends and lover are the most important things in my life.I have learned the value of relationship and responsibility for such a long time. Every single time it changed a small part inside me and i am getting further and further away from my real self. I am not emotional and i don't intend to disturb people with my problems. I know that people only listens but i don't think that really care about it. I am going to travel around the world after this and i won't be back for quite sometime after i have solved everything in Miri. I will start off with Singa
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